Mark Trager
Ad astra per aspera
I: The Astronaut Sonnet
The airlock opens with a muffled hiss.
You slide down the visor ̶ “Grab the lifeline.”
You hate this part, always, but you shine.
You oft’ mute Command in your ear, float list-
Less ̶ You never look side to side. Fear’s death kiss
Still wet on your cheek: Really, I am fine…
You lie. How’d you make it up Life’s incline?
Always you must push off ̶ never miss.
Stare off into space, at countless goldstars.
“Watch your levels!” Muted, you did not hear…
Eyes blissed by the stark darkness ̶ near not far.
Each brief breath costs you; each slight movement: …years.
Focus on the basics! You’re seeing stars…
scars? You hear: “Levels’r good but kill fear.”
Written in the form of a Petrarchan sonnet, which utilizes 14 lines with 10 beats per line and a general rhyme scheme of ABBAABBA CDCDCD where the last six lines can various in scheme.
II: Regain bearing
Fear? Yes, that you heard.
You’ve read the Manual, every word.
But you stare into the darkness
And it stares back.
Unblinking eyes of creatures countless
To you seem to attack.
Not from out there
But somewhere near…
You grip the lifeline.
Tap your arm screen.
But are my levels good?
I must always do what I should.
Can’t believe what you have seen.
Breath is in lack
But beauty serene.
You can’t help but float on invisible seas.
But you have tasks,
Those goals you have
and jobs you must do.
“You must find you orientation”
Command in your ear, diligence due.
You have confidence
-Even on the fence-
Each breath lessens your indifference
And increases your reverence
For the universe on display
And at play are so many lights
Unimaginable in scale and size.
Wonders upcoming in life.
But… listen to Command
To your great end
But first open your hand
And take a stand
Whenever you release the airlock.
Snap out of mind or heart block…
Dreams in a place of no days or nights
Only infinite lows and heights.
Your body knows what is right
Even if it tends to pull
Away and rightness cull
And your mind is empty
But your heart is full.
Remember your sanity
And the words implanted within
Practiced daily
So you don’t wildly spin.